At a loss of understand
dont know how to step away
understand that all that will come will hurt
I dont know if you will speak to me again
I dont know i how i should feel
but i feel quick dead
i dont want to break u
but i dont want to pretend
i am just getting older
i dont think i am any wiser maybe stupid in someways
i shouldnt have used you as a life boat to only on to
I hate myself for being unfair
I wish i could feel some think
but i just feel numb and dead
I know you'll hate me and I don't think I can stand it
I am sorry I can't be what you want me to be
I hope your still talk to me
I dont want to break you
but i cant just sit by and act like i should
I have a feeling i be lonely for a long time
but i cant be what you want
sorry