what options

Dont know what to do
Still think about you but other thoughts are there
i am to much to deal with
wont to be the same for other
you have changed even more
i am worried
I miss you but i don't know if it will ever work
had my fairy tale ending worked out
So much for that
Loneliness it eats away
don't want to move on all the way
but don't want to harm other that support me
that wonder it i am ok
you didn't ever try to call or talk
would it be different with another
just doom to fail
when people learn you cant keep the happiness all the time
but i don't know if i want to move on
i miss your comfort even if you would never call
is it just the physical attachment left?
I am lost
trying to move on but feel like its all going to fail again
that it is hopeless
i dont know what to do
at a loss
dont know if you would want me back or not i dont know where i can go
really though it was going to be forever.
feel a bit bitter
moving forward seem to me a mess of thought
lost