mixed signals

I am reading mixed signals
you say break and use the same language and attitude
am I your's
or an object to be added to back of the shelf to wait
is it a break or a break up
I am lost
I feel broken where did the pieces land
should it just be scatter
another mess
is it another new beginning or another beginning to an end
another curse or a cure
Cant read between the lines
at a loss for understand
what do you need
what do you want
where can i stand i cant understand
wait forever
or move on
repeat the same 4 year cycle
take another idea go by another route
break off other options because of disapprove of a mob
piss off more
a cycle of 4 years
mixed signals maybe its build in failure
prevent a set life
I am reading mixed signals
I don't know where I stand
no matter what i do
thing have changed
the pain is there
it wont wash away
the signals are mixed
looking for some clarity
at lost for understand
when can i stand i am lost with myself