meh

I have moved its ok the honeymoon is over. Classes start Monday. I am year 2
I am clueless. I will most likely be the outcast as everyone will know each other. I don't fit in well (what a surprise). I know this is stupid but it annoy the hell out of me. Everyone look at this one friend i made from welcome week and say she is so pretty and she is but its like i don't exist. I didn't know I was that fucking distaste full.
I give up the next 3 year will be spend in solitude. Its fucking lonely and they dont heat this fucking place its so cold
oh well i guess nothing really does change even when you move half way around the world its all shit