fustrated

You can slander me behind my back
I worked hard but I am
"Difficult to work with"
so are you with your far fetched ideas
take on what you cant and lack of reason
you frustrate me and i just want to forget
but now I dout myself
Am I so difficult to work with
does hard work mean nothing
do cost saving idea do me any good
If you wanted a sheep then you should have know that I wasn't one
I think for myself and my idea aren't worthless
You episode of yelling has left me with a scar
I shake when I think of it
the damage you have done
a year has pasted but it left there to eat at me
when nothing comes up I think if I am
Difficult
Hard work doesn't matter it seems like people want you to be a simple sheep
people get away with little when I feel the need to do more
is have a drive being difficult
I don't know
I want to block and out and move on my way
you have left a scar and I doubt you care
think I am replaceable
I am not
my knowledge isn't as wide know as you think
you make me angry and i would love to yell back
but the memory is gone and i know you will be gone before me
you taught me a little but you left me with most is the frustrated and fear
the idea that i am difficult and that ever one yells and screams
I think i know now that I was never really happy there
cause you are a coin that flipped to may ways
I will move on I will be better
You will disappear