dreams

More like nightmares. I dislike dreaming, its like people from my past come back to taunt me to prove to me I am failure. Why cant I just forget and live with the fact that I will be painted as something I am not for the rest of my life because no one really knew me then and it seem that everything that happened can be blamed on me. I wish I could forget cause I am sick of the pain that my dreams make to remind me your be as worthless as you were before. I don't ever want to dream again they just end up nightmares.