dreams

More like nightmares. I dislike dreaming, its like people from my past come back to taunt me to prove to me I am failure. Why cant I just forget and live with the fact that I will be painted as something I am not for the rest of my life because no one really knew me then and it seem that everything that happened can be blamed on me. I wish I could forget cause I am sick of the pain that my dreams make to remind me your be as worthless as you were before. I don't ever want to dream again they just end up nightmares.

bring me down

You like to bring me down
insult my worth
make yourself feel better
think that your better
hide behind ugly words
take out your fear and hate on me
be little what I work on
Stop bring me down
I don't need your help doing that
I am not your bag to punch at
go insult yourself
cause I don't want your insult
It not constructive in any way
so keep it to yourself and
quit trying to bring me down
I am not a thing
I am a person
and I don't need you to bring me down any more

Out

I wish I was out away from here.
Where the yelling doesn't stop cause the bill never ceases
I wish you could act your ages and talk it though like adults.
I wish you could stop fighting and say caring words
I dont want to be here I dont want to over hear your words
You yell and you fight cause money is the root
An evil that blinds you so you all become fools
Act like it even ones fault but yours
you are both to blame and you make each other hurt
If I had a wish money would disappear
You would be happier and nice and maybe act like you should
but with it you are hurtful and cause even talk a simple thing though
Blame each other for thing that are in the past whatever happen to forgiveness
In the voe you both said
You yell and you yell and I guess you dont think I hear
but the wall they speak and echo what you say
Hateful and bitter are tones that shouldnt be
all because money has poisoned and ideal of togetherness
can you step forward together
are you willing to share with to let go
please just start over
don't yell any more
cant you tell the truth
don't hide behind yourself
do you know each other any more
don't you see your killing each others
your words are broken and stab like glass at one an other
do you know what you are saying or all the words just there
can you understand that there is more then just this
I wish you could both listen to yourself
I think it would be enlighten
did you know you could be so mean did you see how much that can hurt
I know your never listen to me
but why cant you get along
Am I still to young to understand whats going on
you fight and yell all about one thing
Money
Why cant you fix it its just a material thing
I wish i didn't hear it so I could pretend its all fine
I wish I was away so you didn't look down