Why I dislike home

My home can not be called one. I dont feel wellcome at all. I am walked on and yelled at. all i am good for is to be yelled at. I dislike being here more then a day. Everthing I do isnt good enough for my family. I have to be what they want and even when i make that it changes and it has to be something better. I get no respect from then at all. I slave away at college and get a gpa for 3.3 or higher and its not good enought. I graudate a year early to save them money and its not good enough. No i am not an enggeer and i wont be witch rich but if i able to do what i want to do then i dont care. I want to get in to FIT toy design program and they laugh at me. I dont need to here I wont get in. Or its to expesive cause its cheeper then college right now its just the dame housing. I wish for one some one would back me up on what i want to do and not my life out to be some big joke i want to be a toy design get over it. I dont want to be a doctor right now or an animaton or an computer program. I want to do what i want with out feeling that i am making a mess for other people. It my life not there and i wish they would understand that. I dont want there unhappyness added to mine I have enough to deal with i dont need them to add they created enough issues and talked me out of doing a lot of thing i should have done. My home is not a home so i am leaving knowing that it make little diffrent what i think or do for them.

Selfcenter people suck

So what i have learned this term. College is like high school just with less space. you have your bitchy self center people that walk all over your. Your nice and they take advantage of you. They ask and ask and ask but thank you are far between. Then think they can knock and walk right in. They make promises they cant keep and expect to you re work all you plans from square one with out disliking it. I hate these people and wish they would learn to grow up and not use people. Friends dont use other friend they will help and return the favor. I am sick of leach like people. I plan on never dealing with them again be it that i have to move schools I greatly detest them. I sick of being walking and being made to feel cheap. Good bye to this fucking term and superfishla people. Hope you fucking grow up.
Owl