Why I dislike home

My home can not be called one. I dont feel wellcome at all. I am walked on and yelled at. all i am good for is to be yelled at. I dislike being here more then a day. Everthing I do isnt good enough for my family. I have to be what they want and even when i make that it changes and it has to be something better. I get no respect from then at all. I slave away at college and get a gpa for 3.3 or higher and its not good enought. I graudate a year early to save them money and its not good enough. No i am not an enggeer and i wont be witch rich but if i able to do what i want to do then i dont care. I want to get in to FIT toy design program and they laugh at me. I dont need to here I wont get in. Or its to expesive cause its cheeper then college right now its just the dame housing. I wish for one some one would back me up on what i want to do and not my life out to be some big joke i want to be a toy design get over it. I dont want to be a doctor right now or an animaton or an computer program. I want to do what i want with out feeling that i am making a mess for other people. It my life not there and i wish they would understand that. I dont want there unhappyness added to mine I have enough to deal with i dont need them to add they created enough issues and talked me out of doing a lot of thing i should have done. My home is not a home so i am leaving knowing that it make little diffrent what i think or do for them.