Another aimless rambles

I am going on exchange, I am quite happy about it. I miss my bf quite a lot but there is nothing i can do I worry about ending up in different areas and such and that be the end of it. It worries me. I am a bit stress out with money and flights. I dont know what to make for xmas for my bf i feel bad about that. I am stressed with school work and feel like i am going no where again. My sleep habits are a mess. I am lonely. I dont have much time to write as i need to work on projects. I am tired.

random ranbles

So last week started at an all time low. My wallet was stolen had to cancel ever card and everything. Super stressful was a total wreck. By Saturday is was a much better week. Hoping that I am decent enough to play ice hockey have wanted to since i was little. Classes are a bit stressy with all such large projects due and such. my only bitchy ramble is i swear i am like standard of ugly here it gets annoying.swear. I am not that bad at least I think. Ya figure after being a distance running for 10 year i am fit. but i guess that lack of curve is a turn off and seem like blond is the in thing here. oh well nothing i can do about with dark hair that frizzy as hell and zip for a figure should get use to the can I get your friends number attitude. Some what sick of it. oh well guess i am use to the all she is is study. Its like just cause I look one way I cant be anything different. oh well I am what I am.