why breaks suck

Breaks are suppose to be fun. People go places or what not. My breaks are the opposite of that. i Sit a home and worry about money for college and lease money. I dont do anything cause i am money less. I dont have friends to go hang out with cause they are all back at there schools. I hate breaks. They are boring an I get nothing done. I would rather be doing hw then siting writing this pointless bitch. but do to the fact most my hw uses a program i dont have its pointless. So in the end my break sucks and isnt geting any better.

Update

So its a week from spring break. I have lots to do and being sucked up by school work.
Confusted as normal. Debating my relationships and such. Attachment create problems i swear. When you still some what like someone but your dating someone else its not a wonderuful combo. To add gradation in a year or so and what am i going to do with the rest of my life. Feel like i am no set up enough for real work and the field i want to go into. MY porfolio is so lacking its wicked bad i need more and stuff to get a job. To add what am i doing after school. Ya so no one reads this so I can enjoy just ranting to myself i guess oh well. I am greatly sick of work and such and people. People expect to much. Everone want you to smile and pretend that the world is bright and wonderful and lets face it its far from it. Oh well that is my rant i guess