I hate me

everthing I think up end up on the market before I can tradmark it. I Hate my life. I mostly am going to end up unemployed or with a job i hate. I will never get to design what i want to. My degree is worthless and i know i would rather be dead. My worse nightmare is coming true i am going to be stuck home with my parents. I think death is a much better option. I hate holiday they are stupid and just make me feel like crap again and again. To add everthing i do is a waste it seems nothing is ever how i want it or good enought for any one else so am burning it all. It all sucks so why should I put any more people though seening thinking it worthwhile. I Feel like crap and i look about the same.